Groovybabe

Hello, I am here and REALLY raring to go this time. I know, same old, same old! But I am. It always takes me a few days when I get back on the wagon to get all the rubbish out of my system and to feel the urge to eat healthily. It is a total withdrawal thing going on. The first day I can think of nothing but eating sugar and I do although to a lesser extend, the second day the urge is not there so much until late in the evening but by then I have told myself not to buy any wrong foods so have nothing in to gorge on and by the third day it is out of my system and I am good to go. This happens exactly like this every single time so I know it is a physiological change.

I am feeling quite good about The Boy as I had a plan of action and am seeing the results I want *grin*. And I just had my second weekend in and feeling great forgetting what a hangover is like. So I feel totally able to do this at the moment. Of course I need to take it one day at a time, not least because I am due on in 5 days, but I am feeling very capable right now!

I am also not feeling as tired as I was now so I really do wonder if my lack of nutrition was contributing to this? I don’t have time to go work out today but I am going to do it tomorrow.

I really want to look and feel better. I want to feel more successful and like I have achieved something really important. Funny, isn’t it, how we put so much importance on our appearances? I mean I have raised a well behaved, joy to look after child, I have a good degree, I’m seeing a lovely guy and what do I want more than anything else? To be slimmer!! I guess you can’t take money, family, lovers or degrees to the grave but how big you are decides how big your coffin is and therein lies your pride earned on this planet… morbid but true!! Yes, I am well up for this, but as much as for health benefits as for appearance as health is something I constantly worry about.

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