I am in such a fowl mood today, and lately actually, I don’t know what is wrong with me. I am fast losing what I consider myself to have, a laid-back nature. I feel like a yo-yo; one minute down, then up, then down… I guess I will get over it.
I have not let […]

I widgetized my sidebar and it messed up the background and looked funny and I couldn’t work out how to fix it so I have taken off my colourful background image. :’( At least it looks clean, I guess.
I went out last night and have vague memories of tequila shots and am feeling rather […]

I didn’t manage to stay away from the kitchen in the night, but I did try. The fact that the first two times I made myself get a drink only tells me this is a conscious thing. The third time I woke up I had some of my natural greek yogurt with honey (not […]

I ate really badly last night throughout the night but when I woke up this morning I felt nauseous, I had the pre-sick water thing in my mouth, so I didn’t eat a thing until 2pm. I have just logged up my calories on this fantastic new site: www.mynetdiary.com and it has come up […]

Today is Monday and I feel more motivated than I have in a long long time. I think this has come from seeing myself in the mirror when I was getting ready to go out on Saturday evening and feeling so rubbish about my 9lb weight gain. It is really showing on my waistline. […]

My weight is creeping up. I did well with food until just before bed when I gave in. I didn’t go as bad as usual and given I’d walked for 220 minutes yesterday and went to the gym I thought I would be okay, but evidently not as I went up a pound today. […]

Day two and I am still here! I didn’t really manage to control my food yesterday as I’d had my days allowance by 9am (!) but I did manage to go for a walk so it is not all bad.
I have been much better today. I went to the gym and did a big […]

I have been struggling, big time. I have been trying not to put on - at least - and failing. I am fluctuating anywhere between 14.0 and 14.10 in any given point of the week. It’s got to stop; I have to start losing seriously again. I want to feel I have it in […]

I am torn between giving up on this journal now, and seeing it through to the end (until I am at my target weight). I’m not really feeling it these days like I used to. In the beginning I got a lot out of writing about my journey, and the comments you left, but […]

I weighed in today at 14.1 - down from 14.2 two weeks ago. I did weigh in at 14.0 yesterday but that was probably dehydration from drinking the night before. I am close to the 13’s now, I can smell them.
This weekend the problems that arose last weekend were rectified so depression is not […]